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updated my diary
Apr. 26th, 2004 11:12 amI know I havent updated in like forever on livejournal. I pretty much only use it so I can stalk other folk(in a nice way of course)I still dunno if I should update on this or wheter I should just copy and paste my dland entries on this journal or wheter I should just use this journal for expressing other parts of me. There have to be other parts right it cant just be me whining all the time? So while I consider this I think Ill paste a couple of my most recent dland posts over here.... one moment please....
Hes a vanker:
Im just so fucking pissed off I want to eat a house. Al Apparently is ignoring me. Fucker. Ive rang him he hasnt picked up Ive sent txt msgs he hasnt replied. So Ive decided to turn my phone off for a while. This is pretty momentous for me since my cell phone and I are attached at the hip. But really now its ridiculous. Im like the modern day version of that sad girl who waited by the phone for her boy to call. Except I can carry my phone with me Im her. So yup phone is off for now.
I think the only thing that will remedy this is shopping...
New job:
Soooo I got the job. I presume I will start once Ive gotten the new person trained in on the job I do now. Im really happy that Im finally being made permanent but apart from that Im pretty underwhelmed and maybe even a little fearful of what this new job will entail. Did you ever feel that you really didnt know what you were talking about? That everone else heaps praise on you for the wonderful job you do and how in control you seem and youre just thinking me? really? Thats how I feel.
Not to get too much into it as its not the most thrilling job in the world but the job will eventually entail that I am the person who checks the payment details on the computer before the money is sent out to the various customers. The buck stops with me it seems. Also to solve queries. Now this I fear will be my undoing. Im not the most logically minded or fact based person. I have a big problem with the queries that I do now. I find them a real struggle to be honest. So Im not exactly relishing the prospect of having to learn how to do a whole new set of queries. More like dreading it.
However when I met the work people last night for drinks my suprvisor to be made a point of coming over to me a congratlating me saying that I walked the interview and that shes sees me in the future being assistant manager of the section. All the while Im thinking me? really?
Anyways apart from that nothing else is really new with me at the mo. I got drunk last night and spent most of today on the bog. TMI? Ha its my journal I can say what I like! Im going to the flicks tonight to see 50 first dates.. Adam Sandler annoys the crap outta me but I like Drew Barrymore and besides I get to eat liquid cheese (I mean nachos)Not good for the fat losing but Ive lost 5 pounds already and Im on holidays
Still havent heard anything from Al but Im not stressing it. Hes the one who didnt turn up. Fair enough I sent a nasty txt msg to him but c'mon what did he expect? So Im not missing him and having a deeelightful holiday so far!
And thats all for now....
Hes a vanker:
Im just so fucking pissed off I want to eat a house. Al Apparently is ignoring me. Fucker. Ive rang him he hasnt picked up Ive sent txt msgs he hasnt replied. So Ive decided to turn my phone off for a while. This is pretty momentous for me since my cell phone and I are attached at the hip. But really now its ridiculous. Im like the modern day version of that sad girl who waited by the phone for her boy to call. Except I can carry my phone with me Im her. So yup phone is off for now.
I think the only thing that will remedy this is shopping...
New job:
Soooo I got the job. I presume I will start once Ive gotten the new person trained in on the job I do now. Im really happy that Im finally being made permanent but apart from that Im pretty underwhelmed and maybe even a little fearful of what this new job will entail. Did you ever feel that you really didnt know what you were talking about? That everone else heaps praise on you for the wonderful job you do and how in control you seem and youre just thinking me? really? Thats how I feel.
Not to get too much into it as its not the most thrilling job in the world but the job will eventually entail that I am the person who checks the payment details on the computer before the money is sent out to the various customers. The buck stops with me it seems. Also to solve queries. Now this I fear will be my undoing. Im not the most logically minded or fact based person. I have a big problem with the queries that I do now. I find them a real struggle to be honest. So Im not exactly relishing the prospect of having to learn how to do a whole new set of queries. More like dreading it.
However when I met the work people last night for drinks my suprvisor to be made a point of coming over to me a congratlating me saying that I walked the interview and that shes sees me in the future being assistant manager of the section. All the while Im thinking me? really?
Anyways apart from that nothing else is really new with me at the mo. I got drunk last night and spent most of today on the bog. TMI? Ha its my journal I can say what I like! Im going to the flicks tonight to see 50 first dates.. Adam Sandler annoys the crap outta me but I like Drew Barrymore and besides I get to eat liquid cheese (I mean nachos)Not good for the fat losing but Ive lost 5 pounds already and Im on holidays
Still havent heard anything from Al but Im not stressing it. Hes the one who didnt turn up. Fair enough I sent a nasty txt msg to him but c'mon what did he expect? So Im not missing him and having a deeelightful holiday so far!
And thats all for now....
