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Immmm like sooo bored this weekend has just been one big snooze. However tonight Im going with Lou to see the day @fter t0morrow. I like big diaster movies but they dont really make me cry or anything. I go for the special effects. Plus I think Ill buy the tickets in advance so Ill walk to the cinema which is half and hour there and back. So that will be my walk done for today and Ill definitly have tickets. Now I must start persudeing myself to have a shower. Im one of these people who dont see anything wrong with wearing the same clothes all weekend in bed out of bed watching the tv etc. Of course if I have to drag myself to the shops I may well change my top and slosh on the perfume so people wont get that musty she hasnt changed her clothes in two days smell. mmmm classy.
On the work front as far as we can see the affair with skanky s and N is still burning strong. dammit. Im torn between the whole busybody sticking my two cents in about how wrong it is and the the other voice in me that says its their business not mine. Maybe its because Im manless (that sounds like the title of some particularly dodgy country n western song)maybe its because Ive met his girlfriend and know how nice she is maybe its because I work with his cousin and know how upset she is maybe maybe maybe. All I know is it bothers me. Grrrr
And it dosent help I got to sleep about 5 this morning and Im now awake a mere 5 hours later. Imm grummmmpy
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22-05-04
La La La Its such a beautiful day that I think I may go purchase a new book and sit outside reading it. Yes Yes I know I got sun burned last week but Ill be reeeal careful. Besides that was from sitting for like 5 hours in the sun (yes I know I am the poster child for skin cancer)But I will invest in some sunblock for summer promise.
As what often happens when my life is going through changes I begin to think how lovely it would be to emmigrate from this tiny somewhat bigoted island in the middle of the cold atlantic ocean to warmer (in more the one sense)climates. Im thinking that Australia is the place to be. However with their strict immigration policies now nearly equalling the ol US of A Im starting to think maybe I should give up on this pipe dream. I mean in order to qualify for a visa to live there you have to score at least 115 on the eligibility test. I scored a measly 50. As far as Im aware I dont have any family over there who would be willing to sponser me I certainly dont have 100,000AUD to invest in securities for one year and I dont speak another language apart from my crappy school days irish. I mean I only scored 20 points because I was between the ages of 18-29! What it boils down to I guess is my education or lack of. So its yet another incentive to return to higher education. Bleuch. Im 23 now so with a degree taking about what 4 years? I will be 27-28 when and if I finish it. Barely inside the limit. Other then that my only other way to get there woudl be to marry a bruce. Ah the limited limited options. Still I can still book a holiday to see what the place is actually like in the flesh. Who knows it might acutally cure me of my emigrating lust?!
Anyways got ticket for troy tonight so am going with the girlies to drool at some fine male specimans.
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20-05-04
MMM Men in Leather Skirts. Thats what the subtitle of Troy should be. That alone would be enough to pull the girls in and make it a box office smash. I know I know its well on its way to doing that but Im just sayin is all. P@ula is booking tickets for Saturday so we can all have liquid cheese and drool at the leather encased goodness that is The Brad.
I feel like I have a whole new lease of life since splitting with Al. Ive gotten in touch with friends who had drifted away 1 in particular who has introduced me to one of her friends who is cool. Weve taken to walking a few times each week. Not just strolling along the seafront but proper fast paced walking. I do be in bits after it but Im look foward to it. Im also back in my water @erobics monday and wednesday. I went out to b@rcode on Saturday with them and had a great time.
Al wants us to get back together he keeps txting me and emailing me asking is their any other guy on the scene. Theres not but I tell him its none of his business. The honest truth is I dont want to be with anyone right now. Not even a kiss at the end of the night. On Saturday I particularly enjoyed looking at the the hunky boys but saying no thanks when they tried to come onto me. Its like I might like to look and smile but then I put them back on the shelf. My friends say give it 2 weeks then Ill be all raaar boys again. Im not so sure though. See its more then splitting up with Al I dont miss being with hiom and I certainly dont want to be with anybody for now.
One thing Al did leave me with though is a love of food. Im thinking of doing a food course to edumacate myself. And no its not one of those whole "Who needs a man when I have night school!" I actually have an interest in it. I was thinking maybe food nutrition instead of acutal cookery though. I dont know Im just mulling it over.
This whole co worker thing is still bothering me. He is still going out with his lovely girlfriend and seeing skanky S on the side. It was so bad the other night I was outside talking to H and Skanky S and he was chatting to his girlfriend who came up to meet him. He told her he couldnt go out tongiht as he had to work late. So she kisses him goodbye waves to us all and then walks away. He Shoots skanky S a look and she asks him if hes going for a drink. He says sure and off they go. We werent asked to go and so much for him working lates! This whole thing just makes me feel icky.
Anyways la la la life apart from that is pretty good...
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17-05-04
Bah stupid work internet has blocked livejournal so I cant peruse diaries over there. There is nothing really to update on. I went to b@rcode on Saturday then back to a house party at a house Lou is looking after. Twas nice and all that and I get drunk and fell(and skinned my elbow ow)and passed out on the nice leather sofa. I woke in the morning hungover and feeling grotty to a txt msg from Al. He wanted to know was I ever going to txt or talk to him again (The answer to that is I dont know)and I txted back saying I was hungover and to stop txting me. He then wanted to know where I had been that night before and wheter I "scored" (his words not mine) He mentioned he had been to the wolf t0nes and I got the feeling that maybe he had "scored" but was waiting for my answer. I told him it was none of his business and that I was going back to sleep. When I think about it Im not really bothered if he did manage to hook up with someone. I feel quite removed from the whole thing like Im looking at someone elses situation. I for now have no intention of hooking up with anyone. I mean I like to look at the pretty men but then I put them back on their shelf (where they belong) and potter away.
After the house party Lou and I chilled out in the back garden and got sunburned in very strange places (the tops on my hands and feet and one shoulder) A came by and brought her daughter Em1ly who is adorable. But a few hours of running after her has left me in no doubt that I am not ready for kids for a long while. Cute to look at but I couldnt eat a whole one!
On the work front as far as we can see the affair with skanky s and N is still burning strong. dammit. Im torn between the whole busybody sticking my two cents in about how wrong it is and the the other voice in me that says its their business not mine. Maybe its because Im manless (that sounds like the title of some particularly dodgy country n western song)maybe its because Ive met his girlfriend and know how nice she is maybe its because I work with his cousin and know how upset she is maybe maybe maybe. All I know is it bothers me. Grrrr
And it dosent help I got to sleep about 5 this morning and Im now awake a mere 5 hours later. Imm grummmmpy
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22-05-04
La La La Its such a beautiful day that I think I may go purchase a new book and sit outside reading it. Yes Yes I know I got sun burned last week but Ill be reeeal careful. Besides that was from sitting for like 5 hours in the sun (yes I know I am the poster child for skin cancer)But I will invest in some sunblock for summer promise.
As what often happens when my life is going through changes I begin to think how lovely it would be to emmigrate from this tiny somewhat bigoted island in the middle of the cold atlantic ocean to warmer (in more the one sense)climates. Im thinking that Australia is the place to be. However with their strict immigration policies now nearly equalling the ol US of A Im starting to think maybe I should give up on this pipe dream. I mean in order to qualify for a visa to live there you have to score at least 115 on the eligibility test. I scored a measly 50. As far as Im aware I dont have any family over there who would be willing to sponser me I certainly dont have 100,000AUD to invest in securities for one year and I dont speak another language apart from my crappy school days irish. I mean I only scored 20 points because I was between the ages of 18-29! What it boils down to I guess is my education or lack of. So its yet another incentive to return to higher education. Bleuch. Im 23 now so with a degree taking about what 4 years? I will be 27-28 when and if I finish it. Barely inside the limit. Other then that my only other way to get there woudl be to marry a bruce. Ah the limited limited options. Still I can still book a holiday to see what the place is actually like in the flesh. Who knows it might acutally cure me of my emigrating lust?!
Anyways got ticket for troy tonight so am going with the girlies to drool at some fine male specimans.
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20-05-04
MMM Men in Leather Skirts. Thats what the subtitle of Troy should be. That alone would be enough to pull the girls in and make it a box office smash. I know I know its well on its way to doing that but Im just sayin is all. P@ula is booking tickets for Saturday so we can all have liquid cheese and drool at the leather encased goodness that is The Brad.
I feel like I have a whole new lease of life since splitting with Al. Ive gotten in touch with friends who had drifted away 1 in particular who has introduced me to one of her friends who is cool. Weve taken to walking a few times each week. Not just strolling along the seafront but proper fast paced walking. I do be in bits after it but Im look foward to it. Im also back in my water @erobics monday and wednesday. I went out to b@rcode on Saturday with them and had a great time.
Al wants us to get back together he keeps txting me and emailing me asking is their any other guy on the scene. Theres not but I tell him its none of his business. The honest truth is I dont want to be with anyone right now. Not even a kiss at the end of the night. On Saturday I particularly enjoyed looking at the the hunky boys but saying no thanks when they tried to come onto me. Its like I might like to look and smile but then I put them back on the shelf. My friends say give it 2 weeks then Ill be all raaar boys again. Im not so sure though. See its more then splitting up with Al I dont miss being with hiom and I certainly dont want to be with anybody for now.
One thing Al did leave me with though is a love of food. Im thinking of doing a food course to edumacate myself. And no its not one of those whole "Who needs a man when I have night school!" I actually have an interest in it. I was thinking maybe food nutrition instead of acutal cookery though. I dont know Im just mulling it over.
This whole co worker thing is still bothering me. He is still going out with his lovely girlfriend and seeing skanky S on the side. It was so bad the other night I was outside talking to H and Skanky S and he was chatting to his girlfriend who came up to meet him. He told her he couldnt go out tongiht as he had to work late. So she kisses him goodbye waves to us all and then walks away. He Shoots skanky S a look and she asks him if hes going for a drink. He says sure and off they go. We werent asked to go and so much for him working lates! This whole thing just makes me feel icky.
Anyways la la la life apart from that is pretty good...
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17-05-04
Bah stupid work internet has blocked livejournal so I cant peruse diaries over there. There is nothing really to update on. I went to b@rcode on Saturday then back to a house party at a house Lou is looking after. Twas nice and all that and I get drunk and fell(and skinned my elbow ow)and passed out on the nice leather sofa. I woke in the morning hungover and feeling grotty to a txt msg from Al. He wanted to know was I ever going to txt or talk to him again (The answer to that is I dont know)and I txted back saying I was hungover and to stop txting me. He then wanted to know where I had been that night before and wheter I "scored" (his words not mine) He mentioned he had been to the wolf t0nes and I got the feeling that maybe he had "scored" but was waiting for my answer. I told him it was none of his business and that I was going back to sleep. When I think about it Im not really bothered if he did manage to hook up with someone. I feel quite removed from the whole thing like Im looking at someone elses situation. I for now have no intention of hooking up with anyone. I mean I like to look at the pretty men but then I put them back on their shelf (where they belong) and potter away.
After the house party Lou and I chilled out in the back garden and got sunburned in very strange places (the tops on my hands and feet and one shoulder) A came by and brought her daughter Em1ly who is adorable. But a few hours of running after her has left me in no doubt that I am not ready for kids for a long while. Cute to look at but I couldnt eat a whole one!
