Letting the crazy out for a run around...

Meh I'm pretty sure the Dave thing is over. When I logged into OKC I can see he's been online today. However when I logged into MSN I saw him logging out. This has happened a few times now. I dunno maybe I did something to piss him off? We ended our last conversation on a good note though so I have no clue. Perhaps he's busy with work, he has his own website so he's online for a good portion of the day. Ohhhh wait a thought has just struck me. In trying to determine wheter he is avoiding me I've checked the forums on his website a good bit to see if he is online (hellooo stalker)so maybe he can see my IP addy? He is very internet/computer savvy. I can imagine that wouldn't go down too well. Does anyone know if that could be the case? Eitherway I've decided to give it til Monday and if no word from him send him an email asking if I did anything to annoy him/is he avoiding me or just busy/has he got a gf eitherways its been fun chatting to him and wish him all the best. What I'm sad about is I had started opening up and trusting him. Thats been the trouble in past relationships. The physical side I can handle fine, its the emotional side I have problems with. I find it very hard opening up and trusting potential date's and this has just proved my point. *sigh* It dosen't help that after we cammed is when the contact ceased. Obviously he was put off by my scales.

I am however talking to another guy from OKC. He lost his Mam before xmas so I can relate. We've chatted a few times and he is lovely. He's asked if I wanted to meet for a coffee in January. That will be something to look forward to I guess.

Eitherway I want to get the Dave thing resolved by Monday. I am so ready for the 2007 year of suck to be over.