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baasheepYes all my exams are finito!. Am fairly sure I passed them, to my pleasent surprise I didn't find the accountancy exam bad at all. The main thing aside from the passing is no more college until October. Five FIVE months! It's like being on summer holidays except that pesky having to work full time bit :-/
So now back to my regular scheduale. Boys, my weight, and other miscellaneous items.
Boys.
I met a guy on a dating site and have being seeing him for a little while. But wait! nothing is ever that straight forward with me. I met this guy on a dating site, we had a few dates, moved on to smooches then I stayed over in his one night. All lovely. The next two dates while not overly pda (think a hello and goodbye smooch with no hand holding in between)were nice too. The next date though, no hello smooch and when I tried to give him a goodbye smooch he came out with the immortal line "do you mind if we don't". He must have noted the slightly horrified look on my face and started stammering and arranging to meet up again, while I stammered sure and made a speedy get away. Since then weve been out and I've been over to his house again and....nothing. No smooches, no pda's hell no touching at all. We chatted and laughed and all has been nice otherwise. Now move on to thursday night just gone. We went for a meal and got around to chatting about dating and meeting people in general. He let it slip that he hardly uses the dating site we met on and just keeps in touch with me and one other girl. I smiled blandly and changed the subject. But another girl?! Ouch. I've said this to rl friends and one said perhaps he let it "slip" to gauge my reaction. Perhaps but I just don't know for sure. I met him on friday for coffee and he knew the owner of the place so I was introduced as a friend. Which yes thats fine but me and my reading between the lines is starting to wonder if thats all he wants just to be friends and the immortal line was his way of saying I like you but not in that way? I know, I know I should just say it to him but my squirmy inner twelve year old who haaaates "emotional" chats is getting her squirm on. Why can't I just read his mind dammit. He's coming over to mine tommorow for dvds and takeout so we shall see if any progress is made then. Sigh.
Weight.
Not good, Suffice to say study and stressing about exams is not conducive to weightloss. Am already feeling slightly nausetous about being seen in public in a bathing suit. Ugh.
Any other business.
My skin has been behaving itself really well of late. Although I am using the doctor prescribed topical lotion it has been looking less blotchy and irritable. I made a deal with myself some time ago. If my skin behaved itself for four months I would come off the pill. (I take dianette which is a great help to acne prone girls but is also quite strong and when I started taking it is roughly about the time the weight piled on). Sooo I have been pill free for a week and a half now and skin is still behaving. Gold star for skin! Only con is I will probably have aunt flo come on fecking holiday with me but I guess there are worse things in life ey?
So now back to my regular scheduale. Boys, my weight, and other miscellaneous items.
Boys.
I met a guy on a dating site and have being seeing him for a little while. But wait! nothing is ever that straight forward with me. I met this guy on a dating site, we had a few dates, moved on to smooches then I stayed over in his one night. All lovely. The next two dates while not overly pda (think a hello and goodbye smooch with no hand holding in between)were nice too. The next date though, no hello smooch and when I tried to give him a goodbye smooch he came out with the immortal line "do you mind if we don't". He must have noted the slightly horrified look on my face and started stammering and arranging to meet up again, while I stammered sure and made a speedy get away. Since then weve been out and I've been over to his house again and....nothing. No smooches, no pda's hell no touching at all. We chatted and laughed and all has been nice otherwise. Now move on to thursday night just gone. We went for a meal and got around to chatting about dating and meeting people in general. He let it slip that he hardly uses the dating site we met on and just keeps in touch with me and one other girl. I smiled blandly and changed the subject. But another girl?! Ouch. I've said this to rl friends and one said perhaps he let it "slip" to gauge my reaction. Perhaps but I just don't know for sure. I met him on friday for coffee and he knew the owner of the place so I was introduced as a friend. Which yes thats fine but me and my reading between the lines is starting to wonder if thats all he wants just to be friends and the immortal line was his way of saying I like you but not in that way? I know, I know I should just say it to him but my squirmy inner twelve year old who haaaates "emotional" chats is getting her squirm on. Why can't I just read his mind dammit. He's coming over to mine tommorow for dvds and takeout so we shall see if any progress is made then. Sigh.
Weight.
Not good, Suffice to say study and stressing about exams is not conducive to weightloss. Am already feeling slightly nausetous about being seen in public in a bathing suit. Ugh.
Any other business.
My skin has been behaving itself really well of late. Although I am using the doctor prescribed topical lotion it has been looking less blotchy and irritable. I made a deal with myself some time ago. If my skin behaved itself for four months I would come off the pill. (I take dianette which is a great help to acne prone girls but is also quite strong and when I started taking it is roughly about the time the weight piled on). Sooo I have been pill free for a week and a half now and skin is still behaving. Gold star for skin! Only con is I will probably have aunt flo come on fecking holiday with me but I guess there are worse things in life ey?
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Date: 2008-05-04 09:01 am (UTC)Yay re exams!
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Date: 2008-05-04 05:05 pm (UTC)And i say give this guy one more chance to ball up and show some interest, and if he doesn't, either drop him or ask him straight out. You have better things to do than wait around for him to make up his mind. Maybe he's just shy, but it's been long enough!
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Date: 2008-05-04 05:42 pm (UTC)